rain! ^^

finally! rain comes to kampar! hohohoho~ but just a super short while =P da rain juz 'bla~' then stop d...swt~ somehow at least than no rain ler rite?! hehe~
and final~ left 2 oni...lalala~ luckily almost what i memorize is coming out in da exam...thanks god! ^^ last 2 subjects are da most difficult d...*sigh* i should add super oil indeed to get results with flying colour...=) gambateh!!!!!!
1 thing more~ recently i don't really care of what they did anymore! hehe a good start for me =) when i saw they being close, i just ignore hehe~ kinda a success move i guess...maybe they will think im rude but~ i just try to please myself...=) *if we want to love others, the first we must love ourself! * just simply love this sentence....^^
lite camera shooting before heading to exam XD

i love dis! keke~

dis is what gurls do when bored! =p

time to chaoz d ler...enjoy reading~ ^^
xoxo

melting

its so so so so so so so so so so so hot!!!!!!! =( the weather in kampar is freaking hot and im melting~
studying and revising for tml exam in this weather is getting crazy...@.@
actually sky is cover by cloud this evening but at last turn out to be gud day again...swt~
the sky finally covered by cloud~

BUT
turn out to be~ shinny day again =.=lll

finally mine naked chan face =P seriously after exam nid to do more more more mask d...

k la~ time to bac to mine study d...=) will upload more next time...nitez and good luck for exam and of course to me....hehe =p
-xoxo-

peace

feel peaceful on the sunday in kampar since i slept at 7am in the morning...=)
goldfish eyes appear after crying for the nite before...nth much to capture for mine peaceful sunday just a pair of swallow eyes plus a tired soul...i do enjoy mine lonesome and quiet of the day... feeling towards the surrounding is disappear...only the heart of studying appear...hope everything will be fine soon as final is on tues...my mood should not be affected anymore...P.E.A.C.E everyone...^^

lost

lost is a perfect words to describe me in this moment
continuous quarreling from partner
being the lousiest among group
lost friend around
i lost mine passion of studying right now
mine mood is down to the hell
everything is not done well
im crying non stop and i duno why
im feeling guilt on my reaction towards u but im also angry u dun understand mine way of caring
i care bout u, i care for everything but u just want more
im following the way u like and throw away the past me
smile doesn't come along with me and i neo u r stress too
u and exam come along in mine mind
i wish i have magic to clean mine mind and soul
i saw what i should not saw, i dare not to tell u because i dun wan u to worry bout me
the prob bet me and them is complicated
the prob is turn out lite rite but now me and u have even bigger prob
ur stress of works, financial and many more as so i am
im worry bout mine final, financial and friends
sometimes left all thing behind come to mine mind but that is just temporary
suicide is a silly way but sometimes it works i guess
tears will blur out our vision and our mind
fake smile is the best weapon to put on my face
my heart is harden and i dunno why
it is mine own fault but nt urs
just let the tears flow till my mind is clear
hope tml will be a better day for me and u
im here shouting loud: "Im SORRY!"
*i love u*

hardworking friday

a very hardworking friday for me today...=) slept till noon then went to library till evening 7pm... swt~ since when i become so hardworking huh?! lol! oni during exam time i guess...=P final final final~ it makes lots of us become bookworms...duhh~ final just near the corner and still havent finish up da chap...T.T gg...nid to burn midnite oil d i guess...=)

while waiting margaret~ ^^

mine notessss....


serious margaret! O.O

dis guy study till da leg also fly up...duhh~ =P


dat's all for today ler....gona study again d..=.= good luck to me!
-xoxo-

back to kampar =.= hmm~

thurs~ time to go back kampar~ =.= sien~
back to kampar for study~ final just around the corner...but~ da heart still in pg...=.=lll habis! kampar had nth to do unless for sleep, eat, study.. can consider as no entertaiment here also...haiz... neh much to say~ just some random picture of mine...then after blogging is da time to study hard! go for final! ^^

before leaving mine home sweet home~ had some snapshot =p

reaching kampar...=) face look damm chan~ haiz....


time to study d ler...haiz~ upload more next time ler...=)
pray hard for final....==
nitez~ xoxo

movie ^^

Wednesday! movie day...duhhh~ hehe went for movie with my babe today~ ^^ mall cop..duhh~ dis movie nt reali funny but somehow some part...lol! is super funny! overall dis is a nice funny movie... rating= 3.5 stars hehe~
afternoon went to pragin again with my mama =.= duhh~ pragin for 2 days.... found a cafe quite nice ler hehe~ QQ station...the food there nice and cheap...*tumb up* will visit again next time! a new place to eat at pragin *wink* =p



my mum XD lol~luckily she dunno how to blog lol!

random pic of mine =p
messy hair XD


after movie mamak at 'bird shit'! =p super nice maggie goreng! i miss da taste so much~ hehe... laz few times bac to pg dont have the chance to eat it...luckily this time i gt da chance! hehe! here i come maggie goreng! XD

yummy yummy yummy~

nasi lemak! =) (babe ate nasi lemak+maggie goreng double =.=lll)

tam jiak look XD


notice my eyes is swallow! swt~ because of the stupid mosquito! ish~~~

dats all for mine wed nite ler...tml nid to drive bac to kampar d =.=lll sien!
gud nite ya~ xoxo

off day

its monday~ my babe offday...^^ as usual we hang out to lots of places on mon...first to pragin for lunch and took mine camera! ^^ mine kodak camera~ =.= keke...after that went to batu ferringgi for bikini...XD but~ =( canot found what i like wan...haiz~ nvm! lang tengah still far~ so! i can find a suitable bikini! wait me! =p

pragin 'sua sua lek' hehe super nice and cheap! *tumb up*

da only time his face so cute XD

mine face =.= lol~

few photos taken on mon ler...hehe~

lang tengah!!! wait for me~ super nice view and i will meet u there super soon after final~ =P

drunk nite O.O

Saturday nite is a party nite...=p mois for da nite? upr? hehe~ there are some other places rather than club...hehe... at first went to seawind but da weather is too hot so we decided to switch to shaningans place (irish pub) ^^ the environment there quite nice just da beer =.=lll kinda~~ duhh...but we still drink till drunk...lol! all thanks to kuang zhong, keep 1 shot 1 shot...lol! having lots of fun still....picture pictures~ ^^

yi ming! lol! he is drunk~ XD

his cup is full of ice!!! cheating! duhh~


da guy who keep 1 shot! lastly sendiri drunk pula~lol!!!


my babe is drinking hard! lol~

cheers!!! hehe~


my babe! ^^

the other pair of sweet couple ^^

the smokers besides drain! lol~

da car modelsss XD alex is da winner! lol~


dats all for da crazy nite ler....^^

-xoxo-

hi penang, bye kampar...=p

finally bac to mine lovely penang and enjoy much of mine time at here...hehe...^^
what else can be doing in penang?! Party!!! lol~
well... last thurs we had celebrated chloe's b'day together and have a fun nite...hehe...chloe cry and laugh whole day....so funny...duhh~ sorry chloe but we love u...lol! some photos below~~
chloe's birthday cake ^^


sexy back! XD

frensssss...^^ and da birthdya gurl...keke

dat's mine butt! duhh~~ ah ngiam's....XD
all thanks to margaret's camera XD haha....ur pose nice man...so thanks to me! lol!

up and down

raining since early in the morning somehow i had a good mood for today...hehehehe...=p
while im googling today i found some ballet photo and i miss really ballet so much! =( kampar here don't even has a studio for dancing...haiz~ i miss my ballet suit, ballet shoes.....sobx sobx...

~ballet shoes~ =( i miss it!




hmm....sometimes i feel mine self being the extra in mine gang of friends...=.= feel so lonely~ the extra person always don't deserve the extra space in the group... how come frienship changes easily?! maybe im too jealous? sensitive? overgeneralize? haiz~ this problem haunting me for such a long time...im tired! =( i want the relationship back...the scar that being planned in my heart need time to heal it up... =) duhh~ my mood~ down again~ recently really mood swing lotssssss.....swt....=.=lll
dats all for today ler...hope everything will be fine soon...=]
xoxo

hot and cold

mine very 1st blog hehe~ neeway recently not much to talk about rather than mine final is near! mine mood swing lots too...somehow! me and my coursemates still have our sweet time shopping and eating around at ipoh and kampar...XD today is the sushi RM2 special day~~hehe...as usual me and gang of mine wait there at 6pm...the people waiting outside~ =.= fuiyo! long untill da max...we wait for an hour only reach our turn~ =.=lll somehow we pretty enjoy our food, 52 plates and super full... XD a gang of hungry woft as what i can said...hehe~ thats all for mine very first post la...hehe...chaoz! thanks for reading~ ^^

~eating at ipoh~


margaret! XD