Monday, August 3, 2009
for my housemate aka assignment gp mate
这篇文章是我真的很想知道我到底又作错了什么？为什么一次又一次的丢下我一个人？我真的很难受你们知道吗？！ 你们可以在车上讨论等一下要到那里去吃，我也车上好不好，但是都不会问我要不要一起 =）早上我早起身因为你们说要一起去print assignment，说10.30才去所以我就先回房间。但为什么你们却忘了我呢？你们是直接出去了...而我却傻傻在房间等你们睡醒。当我听见有车声，我真的被吓了一跳。我打开窗帘开间你们已经坐在车上而且是直接开车出去了！你们有没有想过我的感受是什么吗？！ 我的心真的很痛，我的眼泪真的是直接从眼眶流不停，我到底哪里又再做错了？为何要这样对待我？！ 我一直重复又重复的检查我的电话看你们有没有已经我所以才直接出去，事实是你们都没找到我。我一整个早上都在哭，你们知道吗？！ 就连刚才上课ah fong都会问我是不是有心事，为何就是你们问都不问呢？！我真的把你们当作我的朋友可是朋友是这样的呢？！我真的不明白为什么会变成这样，可以告诉我吗？！我最近都没在blog写关于你们，我也没shoot你们了，我也尽量不在脸黑黑对着你们，但为什么？？？ 你们要判我死刑也告诉我原因好不好？我真的很想知道为什么...for assignment, u all do until morning reali feel very sorry but when i request for helping u all said no nid?! am i so troubling?! every plan u all do and change i neo nth...is nth k...until sumbody told me dat u all change i oni realise...y?! am im extra to da group? im reali trying hard to plz u all...but y? im reali confused and lost again...plz tel me y k?! im reali suffering...i reali thought everything wil improve from da day we juz said all out...it reali do improve..but y? y recently turn into dis again?! plz tell me wat am i did wrong again k?! i juz cant stop crying when think of how u all treat me... im trying hard not to cry infront of u all...but tears juz cant stop rite now...
10 comments:
don cry liao la ok?everything gonna b fine.....anything can tell me le.....don keep in heart....no good de.....take care ya.....
First, u hv misund of us din cal u to do assign, py did call u to come n sit down , n u said u put things 1st , bt u never back down here. That section that u ask us for help is reli no nd ur help , bcz we ady 4 ppl there doing one single part. then we did gv u to see the survey , and its totally nt related to music , and u stil thought doing music test. U say ur database still alot to read , cannot finish so fast, then how can we burden u summore? once u back to here fr png , u also jz stay in room , din update with us immediately
Then, bout discussion on car. we talk bout the food , but we din mean to go, we just talk and nt going , so what for asking u ? yc n chloe bet on exam result ,lose one treat, is their business , is ad n py kepo say wan eat also
Next, print things , wat we mean is we go , nt including u , bcz u going to submit d , we dun wan u run two ways.
u thought we dun und ur msn pm ? u ask frens are wat about , and this is how u label ur fren in this house ?
Is nt anyone's fault , just that we are sick of gving effort anymore, no matter wht we do , there s still gap between us. Things ady happened.
@u all: ok sorry for misunderstanding...
1st bout da survey ques i juz flip through, when im bac im stil blur. i did mention b4 when i went bac to pg dat 'any changes/update juz tell me' is there anyone dat telling me about dat?! how could i neo u all change it?
2nd, i stay in mine room is to finish up mine part faster. for i din update v u all, as if sun when i bac i din join u all for discussion?!
3rd, printing stuff u all juz inform me the next day 10am go printing, how am i gona neo im nt going along too?
4th, mine pm, i said fren but am i saying u all?! =.= i am mentioning my fren in pg NT u all k
im sorry for din go down dat nite... im kinda tired and sick too...so i guess dis sem is da laz sem we in da same gp d...that's all...=)
im also having this kind of problem with my housemates.i understand yr feeling very well..
wish u all the best yea!!
@ ester: thanks ya...u too...all the best ^^
btw mind i link u up? =)
of coz u can..hope u wont mind me linking yr blog too ;)
@ sure sure: u can...^^ btw i cant link u cuz ur prfile is private neh...^^
really?i don't know my profile is private..here u go..
esther-reinventingmyexit.blogspot.com
haha my dear i cant see u ler...u need to link me up 1st ^^
mine is http://tutu-hairdo.blogspot.com/ ^^
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